There was a girl in my township called Onthatile. She is 17 years old doing grade 12. Her personality was too different to others girls, she was an introvert person, intelligent, a chubby dark brown skin girl and everyone was wishing to be like her even the old grannies just imagine! I even wish I was like her, oops!.

There was this day when she decided to go out just to take a walk, do not forget that she is an introvert person, she only go out when she go to school, okay let me not waste time. It was 19 December 2022, 16:45 pm. when she was still walking, putting an earphones on, a dark tall boy approach Onthatile . “Hey I’m Trust Mpho and you” said the dark tall boy, sadly no respond from Onthatile, she keep on going but the guy did not give up,he call her until Onthatile decided to give him attention to hear his point of view.

After their conversation Onthatile go home with a big smile on her face even her mother was surprised to see her happy the way she is today, mmmh what can I say , that is what love do, when days goes by Onthatile change, she always on her phone , smiling alone, love is not bad though. Trust ask Onthatile for picnic date, Aww! Trust was too romantic though, Onthatile did not even hesitate to say no to Trust’s offer, okay they plan their things quietly.

It was the day, the big day you, oops! sorry I mean the picnic day of the teenage lovers, Onthatile was wearing a short grey dress, she was looking good And Trust was the type of guy who like to wear t-shirts with skinny jean and put a necklace on top. Onthatile and Trust spend the day together enjoying their self. It was now time for Onthatile to go home because her mom can even kill her for coming home late, but Onthatile was not interested to go home because she was still enjoying being next to her Baby or maybe let me say being next to the man of her dreams.

Few months later Onthatile started to do fat and set with Trust aww! guys she even jumb windows just to do sleepover at Trust’s place. When days goes by Trust start showing off his true colours, he start cheating on Onthatile,he was even changing girls like a pads in front of Onthatile just imagine, how cruel he is! That was hurting Onthatile, I was even feel pity for her because she was a moody person nowadays, she was no longer the top achiever in her school, the intelligent chubby brown girl, she even loss weight. What even hurt her even worse is because she gave Trust her biggest diamond thinking he is the right guy for her . Onthatile was no longer the happy person anymore, the happiness just vanished, she even though maybe it is a night mare but no it is reality.

After few weeks Trust dump Onthatile, he just said ” it’s over” , without even give the poor girl an explanation the main aim of breaking up with her, after break up things become worse , Onthatile got depression, her mother tried to help and give advices but no changes, Onthatile loved Trust, even though Trust do not care anymore.

It was 28 April 2023 when Onthatile was not coping anymore, she was having a suicidal thoughts, Seeing Trust with other girls even make her worse. It was 11:30 when Onthatile write a suicide letter for her mother and Trust..

“Dear Trust Mpho

I remember the day when we meet, 19°12°22, it was not expecting to meet you, I was not expecting I could even fall in love so early, but things happened and I met you, I fall in love with you, and you did the same but what went wrong Trust? Why did you break my hurt? Why ? Anyway I am not writing this to please with you, I only want to say goodbye Trust, know that I will always love you even when I am gone.

From Onthatile “

” Dear mom

I am not happy for writing this latter or leaving you but I have no choice, I am not the happy person anymore, I am no longer the Onthatile many people wish to be , mother I just want to say I love you and i will always do , do not cry or hold grudges, just move on with your life like usual, and know I will always be next to you day and night, I love you.

From your little princess Onthatile “

It was 16:30 when Onthatile was done writing the latters, before doing her job she say ” Now I believe that physical appearance and name does not determine someone’s true colours, some boys are so cruel ,they do not know how their actions are destroying other children’s mental health”, she hang her self until her last breath.

Trust regret his actions when he read the latter but it was too late to fix his mistakes and I feel pity for Onthatile’s mother May Her daughter’s Soul Rest In Peace! She died on 28’04’2023 at 16:45 pm.

The End Of Onthatile’s Life…