Robbie, the ass called. The jerk was so cool and pretended like nothing has changed between us. Yeah right, like I haven’t seen those pics on Facebook with him and Kate, the floozy. He maintains that nothing is happening in PE, that it’s just a bore, even said he misses me. I almost melted but I held strong. Thank God I was between classes and I said I had to run. I hate how he does that, makes me wiggle. But that is a thing of the past. I was listening to Kelly Clarkson’s, Stronger, when he called and it’s funny but that song just speaks my true sentiments.

Then Sebastian called and made Robbie disappear. His voice is sexy sultry on the phone and it makes me curl up. He’s been busy juggling work and University, like I care. All I care about is that he called and we have a date. His friends are playing at The River Bar tomorrow night and he wants me to go with. Finally I’m going out. It’s gonna be epic.

Now I need to tell mom. Or do I? I think I’ll just sneak out. I can’t have her ruin this one chance for me. I’m excited and nervous. Mom will skin me alive but Sebastian is worth it. I’ll deal with mom when I get back. She won’t even notice that I’m gone.

Oh god, what am I gonna wear? It’s a pub and it’s gorgeous, thanks Google. It’s a kinda chilled environment where people can talk and drink and listen to live music. His friends are in a rock band so I’m guessing punk wear. Mustn’t be too lady like and yet not too butch. I know. Must plan ahead, gotta find an outfit.

ZZ xxx