My mother and stepfather were aware of my abusive marriage and I couldn’t be silent about the miscarriage.

My stepfather wasn’t rude anymore and I saw a good side of him. He treated me more like a child and boasted that I was strong, unlike other abused women. He showed his love and care towards me.

Lebo was happy I finally exposed Chido because she saw somehow he abused me. I took a protection order from Chido. He couldn’t come near me.

The nurses at the clinic advised me to go for counseling and join the POWA for abused woman. I was victimized by Chido. He abused me sexually, emotionally and physically.

Talking about it freed my soul. I felt like a prisoner when I was silenced. I now felt alright because I Knew I was safe from him.

Finally saw Chido in court trying to show remorse. He lost everything except his work. The house and car were entitled to me. I am sure he will hate me for this. Every time I heard a noise, I would have a fright. I had so much fear in me for him, but counseling helped me through it.

I had my life back again. A new director at our company had his eye on me.

“I see he has a crush on you,” Lebo said while having tea at my desk.

“It’s too soon after Chido, I don’t know,” I answered.

“Don’t compare men, he might be different from Chido.” She said smiling.

“I need time, Lebo. I have been hurt. I don’t want to have a repeat of this again.” I said, aching.

I had tears in my eyes. The ache of losing my child was still fresh. If only I moved away, I would have something more to live for. But I can live for my career to be a most successful secretary.