I’m in a darker place the so-called ‘world’.
In this place I can barely even see anyone
not even to see someone who truly loves me
not even my own finger.

In this place I’m at
it doesn’t even promise that there would be a light
because now nothing seems to come out
right even no matter how hard I fight.

Sometimes I even ask myself why it is so dark
or even for me to be here
it just seems as a mistake
and I sit here and ask myself
maybe how many risks I should take.
In this place I’m at
even those who were so called friends turned their backs.

And those who were so called relatives left me
with nothing more to say
they left me with no more words
and so far I can tell you that my life can shut down anytime
because this place is so dark.