Now he told me to relax as he manoeuvred through my legs with a sharp dagger on the edge of my neck.
My hands were pinned to the floor, my legs suspended by his body.
I died inside at the smell of his breath, surprisingly the scent was that of breath mints and he was clean as battler.
My mind couldn’t register why he would subject himself to such a despicable, unheard-of act.
Yet he told me to relax.
As I felt the numbness of my spine from leaning against concrete floor with sharp electrocharged cramp by my knees and legs…
I, I screamed out one last time, “Please use a condom because I am infected!”
I watched as in that one moment the tables turned, as he became victim and I victor.
As he turned prey and I, in a sick, twisted, demented way, became a predator on the prowl and he my catch.
After the aftermath I had a thought in my head, had he asked me to relax one more time, I would have otherwise kicked him, I would have screamed at him…
Yelled at him and slapped him upside his face and asked him if what he did was fair on either one of us.
For…
He was a small boy you see, well about the age of 17 with special needs with a bright future well ahead of him yet his mind never awoke to that realisation.
I pitied him as he took my virginity and womanhood without asking for it or asking how I felt through it
Yet… he told me to relax!
as he manoeuvred through my legs with a sharp dagger on the edge of my neck.
My hands were pinned to the floor, my legs suspended by his body
I died inside at the smell of his breath, surprisingly the scent was that of breath mints and he was clean as battler.
My mind couldn’t register why he would subject himself to such a despicable, unheard-of act.
Yet he told me to relax.