I’m so sad.
I’m like a guitar with a broken string
I hate myself
I feel useless
I feel lonely
I feel unwanted
I feel careless
Maybe I don’t deserve to be loved
I give love
I receive pain
No matter how hard I try
It’s never enough
My wishes never come true

I feel like I push people who love me away
I feel like I’m locked in a cage
I feel like everyone is better than me
Tears are flowing non-stop
If my tears were red my pillow would be red by now.

I feel pain and sorrow
I’m tired of living like this
Whom have I hurt to be given such a painful life?
What have I done to be given a punishment like this

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