I do not know what love is
I never experienced her love
She never treated me like a child
I feel like I am being punished for a crime I never committed
My cruel mother
At 13 years old I was already sexually active
I wanted the love she never gave me
What I didn’t know was that I was looking for the love in wrong places
She was changing boyfriends like underwear’s in front of my eyes
Not that I had a problem with that
What was pissing me off was for her to eat nice food in her room with her boyfriend, I and my siblings would eat pap with
My cruel mother
Ever since I came to stay with her my life has been miserable
There is no connection between my mother and me
Maybe she never wanted to have me from the start
Maybe I am not a blessing to her
Only God knows