I knew what I had done
But pretended like I didn’t
kept on lying,
over and over again,
and it backfired

Then I realized
that I had been inconsiderate
realized that I’d hurt his feelings
even when I knew he loved me more than everything

Now I’ve lost myself
I’ve stopped loving me!
Perceiving that I don’t deserve to love myself
because I failed to love him

The promises we had made together
are now as cold as death.