I can’t look at the mirror,
I’m afraid of myself,
Face of mine is full of hatred,
I can’t be brave,
Smile of mine is from the grave,

I try to give benediction,
Happiness is no longer my pride,
I’m a price,
I thought I was a gift,
I can’t catch the lift,
I’m lost,
Life of mine is a cost,
I can’t face my own music,

I do try to figure out,
Although I fail my appearance,
I’m the lily,
Road of mine is my miscarriage,
Ain’t the marriage,
I’m the rage,
I can’t race,

Heart of mine is my liege,
I’m afraid of my footsteps,
Eyesight of mine is of vulture,
I’m afraid of my own paradise.