I wish I could turn back the clock
So that I could do better
I have seen
I have sinned
I made mistakes which have made my life a living hell

The clock has moved faster
And faster until I could not even recognise myself
Which kind of monster am I?
Who am I?

People usually claim that the past is based on your future
But…I don’t believe in that…
I wish I could just fly!

But if I listened!
But if I obeyed the rules!
But if I….if I…if I…

Sometimes I try to pray but no change;
Yes I try; I tried;
But no solutions
I may be seen smiling but that doesn’t mean I’m happy
I think I’m despondent
I wish I could just vanish!
I wish…