My life is poured out like water,
and all bones are out of joint.
My strength has dried up.

My enemies surround me
like a pack of dogs,
they are like hungry lions
eager to tear me apart,
but you are not here to be my hero.

You left me confused and sad
when you decided to go.
I try to move on but it feels like
I just can’t gain the upper hand.

I can’t sleep, when I try to,
your voice keeps calling my name.
Why have you abandoned me?
Why are you so far away
when I groan for help?
I trusted you with my life
and never disgraced you
but you slowly killed me.
You left my enemies in joy,
telling me they knew
that you and I wouldn’t last.

What was wrong with us?
Or am I the problem?
If it’s me, I promise to fix myself.
I promise to do the things
I’ve never done before.
Please give me a chance ,
because I am about to drown
in this flood of tears.