Your face is beaming,
Inside, I am dying to see you succeed.
I don’t have a valid reason why I want you back,
But I know that I want you.
Now, I am with my side-chick
Because I don’t have a courage to face you.
I vowed I will never let a tear drop or roll down your cheeks.
But I forgot,
I am human and I make mistakes.
But I am afraid to face the consequences of my actions.
I lash out so much lately, because I’ve been pitying myself.
I dream of the stories they will write when I’m dead.
Loving you is the thing I long to hear about.
They say the fastest way to kill a person – other than a bullet – is love.
Since I am so far away, I stare through the windows.
I long to take the journey through your mind.
Just to find your deepest thoughts.
When I close my eyes, it’s you I think of.
We used to sip wine to kill time.
Let’s try to solve the mystery between us.
I miss those moments I let pass me by.
I want to steal a piece of time,
And return to the way things were.
Say something, don’t give up on me.
I will be the one, if you want me to be.
I would sell the moon, to be next to you.
I remember every little thing:
The scent you left on the pillow,
Your kiss that was soaked in wine.
What if I tell you there is no changing me?
Everyone who had tried, failed dismally.
Can you still love me anyway?
My dreams are a billion away from here.
I pray for you to love what I do.
What if I am half crazy?
I don’t know what is love
But if it’s what we have,
I don’t want it to slip away.
Just the other day, I wrote everything down to say to you .
In case you did not know,
I am crazy about you.
I am in love with you, I might not say it all the times.
But the kiss did something to me.
I’d be mad to say I could live without you.
You can have all of me.
I am nothing without your love.