Well I grew up loved by my parents, and by that time I just needed love from them. Until when I was 12 years old and my mother died, it was not easy for me to accept her death because we were very close. Losing her made me feel unloved and lonely. Yeah, my father was there but we didn’t have a good relationship. I felt lonely and ended up being depressed. I could not feel love at home, home was never home and it was cold so I had to search someone who will love me. But love can be something else. Well my name is Luyanda.