I once believed that love was an eternal sun, casting its warm glow
upon my life. By the way his name was Mike, his name etched in my
heart, stood as the pillar supporting my dreams. Our love blossomed like
a field of flowers, each petal a memory waiting to be written.
The wedding plans unfolded like a romantic movie set in Paris—the
Eiffel Tower as our backdrop, promises whispered under moonlit skies.
But then, like a cosmic collision, reality shattered my bliss. Mike’s true
colours emerged, and the sun dimmed.
He cheated, leaving me reeling from the impact it was like an atomic
bomb detonating within my soul. The wedding plans lay in ruins, and I
wondered where the sun truly ended .It wasn’t just an heartbreak; it was a
calculated destruction. He left me penniless with no money in my name,
tarnished my reputation with my own family, and stood unchallenged
because of his wealth and power. I saw myself reduced to a street dwelling
vagabond, forgotten and forsaken .Desperation led me to drugs, and
addiction became my only solace
One fateful day, as I wandered at the streets, I glimpsed Mike—now
living a picture of a perfect life with his wife playing a happy family . His
eyes met mine, and he sneered, “Look at the poverty I once chose.” The
weight of his words threatened to crush me. But I walked away.
I walked in the street thinking ,for five long years, I was in love with
a monster, it oblivious that it was darkness that consumed our love. Flies
buzzed around me, drawn to the smell of my soul. Today, fate dealt its
cruel hand—I encountered my sister, her eyes wide open with disbelief.
She never knew my life’s was a twisted path. You know secrets kept
hidden, and wounds festering.
She took me in her home, her tears was my wounded spirit. In her
home, I tried to rebuild my life, but the smell of cocaine was in my
nose, it was a haunting reminder of my past. The streets, will be alway.
be my refuge , because it held my only fate—a maze of despair where
redemption seemed impossible.
For the past five months, I’ve been living on the streets. With no
food ,cloths or a roof of my own it was just air and wind that was my
only roof. As December approaches, the holiday season feels bittersweet.
While most people anticipate Christmas and New Year’s celebrations,
for me, it’s was a stark reminder of my situation.
My face, weathered and unwashed, it was a resembles of hot oil
sizzling in a pan. The lack of hygiene is a constant struggle. Imagine
enduring five months without a proper bath—each day a battle against
grime and despair. Sometimes life can be miserable and hurting.
One day, my sister and my two friends came looking for me. Their
concern was evident, but shame, stress, and brokenness held me back.
I couldn’t face them, knowing how far I’d fallen. I found myself in a
desperate situation, forced to hide from the world. Posters bearing my
face adorned every corner, a constant reminder of my plight. Hunger
gnawed at me relentlessly, and the cold became my unwelcome
companion—it clung to me like a tattered blanket.
My feet, cracked and weathered, bore the weight of my struggles.
Each step felt like walking on shards of glass. My body, battered and
bruised, it was like a resembled of someone who electrocuted by life’s
harsh currents.Sometimes I would ask for money in the street to
survive.There was a women who was selling cup cakes and I would help
her sell and she would give me what have left.
And then there was the stench—the unmistakable despair. It clung
was a to my skin, a testament to my dire circumstances. My sustenance?
Marijuana and cocaine— were the the only things that kept me going.
Survival knows no morality; sometimes, I resorted to stealing from street
vendors just to stay alive.
In the shadows, I learned that desperation can drive us to
unthinkable acts. But even amidst the darkness, a flicker of hope
remained—a tiny ember urging me to endure, to find a way out.
A Reunion on Christmas Day” The morning of December 25 arrived
swiftly, catching me off guard. Amidst the bustling streets, people
generously distributed clothes and food to those in need. To my
astonishment, there stood Arthur—my long-lost friend—alongside his
companion, selflessly aiding others.Giving them clothes and food.
Happiness surged within me; I longed to approach him, but shame
held me back. I retreated, but Arthur’s eyes locked onto mine. He
abandoned his duties, crossing the distance to embrace.He was surprised
I could see tears rolling.He quickly hugged me, his tight hug conveyed
more than words ever could—forgiveness, compassion, and a willingness
to look past my unkempt appearance.
Questions danced in his eyes: “What happened to you?” But I
couldn’t bear to explain. I walked away, deaf to his calls, haunted by my
own demons.
Days turned into weeks, and Arthur remained a silent presence,
watching over me. Then, on the eve of the new year, he approached.
My sister had confided in him, revealing my struggles. Arthur pledged
unwavering support—a lifeline in my darkest hours.
As the clock struck midnight on January 1, the air buzzed with
excitement. People clutched firecrackers, their laughter echoing. Amidst
the revelry, Arthur stood by my side. We welcomed the new year
together, and I couldn’t help but ask: “Do you have children?”
His laughter filled the night. “No,” he replied, “I’m single.”
In that moment, I realized that friendship transcends circumstances.
Arthur’s unwavering presence illuminated my path,reminding me that
even on the streets, connections matter—the warmth of a hug, the
promise of a better tomorrow.Felt like a memory from a better time. That
night, he had to leave