So, my father was robbed his life by some thugs now my mother is no more what’s there to live for why I am still alive God should take me as well for I am a dead person I am only alive because I am still breathing.

From that time, I started isolating myself from people because those I had trusted to be there those whom my mother was so sure they would be there it was as if they don’t care but I don’t blame them they had their problems to. Festive holidays were never the same without her life was never the same without her I had to learn a new life and adjust to it.

I then began to hate those people who took away my father’s life without knowing them for they never got caught. My lady pastor always made time to check up on me each and every single day call to if necessary, she was always at my beck and call.

I realized then that I was just going to church just attending but I had no idea of who God was I had no connection with him then I decided to surrender my life to him be fully his devotee. Step by step she helped me deal with the death of my parents to forgive those who took away dad from me not for them but for me to live a peaceful life. Accepting Jesus Christ as my savior was the best decision, I ever made for myself along that process I learned so many things. I learned to let go and make peace with things that I can not control, forgive not because they have come and apologies but because God forgives me daily when I sin cause sometimes, we sin without even realizing that we are committing a sin. I learned to love people as I love myself, love those who hate us, I learned to have peace with all people to be full of faith in every situation and everything I do. Most important I learned that God is love he loves me without any limit, he is whom I want him to be if I’m in need of a mother he will be one if I’m in need of a father he will be one anything that I want him to be that moment.