I left the bonfire when Blue took too long to come back and my heart dropped to my stomach when I saw him kiss someone else.

The hurt came back, only ten times what it was before.

The tears blinded my eyes as I ran to my room. I locked the door behind me as I threw myself on the bed and cried.

I thought he was different, I wanted so badly to believe that he was different even if it was for a short while.

It feels like someone is repeatedly stabbing my heart with a butcher knife.

I felt like a fool, a fool who once again believed in love and yet again I got so disappointed in the end.

The pain was too much to bear, I wanted to scream out loud and shout as loud as I can for believing that I am deserving of love.

I thought that Justin had hurt me but what I was feeling now was more. It was greater than what I had felt.

I cried until there were no more tears left, I shut my eyes clothes but all I saw was him kissing someone.

So I sat there on the bed doing nothing, just.. feeling the hurt as I watched the wall as if it was the most interesting.