I finally arrived at Simmy’s flat and I am now at the door at simmy’s flat I knocked repeatly but there is no unswer and I recognised that the door is open and I opened it but still there is no one at the lounge but it is fine by me I think she is at the bedroom and when I arrived at the bedroom there was no one and I became nervous and felt unsafe so I went to the kitchen and took the knife at the shelf and headed back to the bedroom and I checked at the bathroom but there was no one and the only place I haven’t checked is the balcony and when I arrived what I saw made me speechless when was really the last time I saw Simmy smiling in this way she smilled with this guy and worst of all I know this guy like for really Simmy dated with my boss and I can’t imagin how much I……..

“babe what do you want here”

“for real Simmy out of all peaple but you”.when I said this I noticed that my chest was wet becouse of tears rolling down my cheeks

“no baby mamela it is not what you think I..I..I”

“you what Simlindile you know what I just need too no no nooooooo Simmy I must…. and you Bra G how could you do this to me”

“Lalela mfethu askhulume kahle njengamadoda ungabangi umsindo uzo yenza omakhelwane basuspect that there is something going on here”

“wena nje just shut up becouse now I get the reason why you gave me these promotions but do not worry yourself any more and good luck to your soo called relationship”.

“wait baby let me explain everything sthandwa sam”.

“just save it for those who care and please do not follow me pleaseee”

yeahh I do not want to lie I acted strong up there but as I was walking(I left my car becouse I wanted to get fresh air )every moment played like a biskop in my head and in the blink of an eye I found myself at the door of my house and I did what I wanted all this time I threw myself at the bed and cried until I fell asleep.