Khanyisile

I stayed up the whole night, a part of me felt lighter that Langa and I finally had a talk that I think both of us deserved.

As I start to drift of to my sleep a knock wakes me up, I get up from the couch and went to open the the door.

“Are you okay?” Thobane ask as he barges in “What are you talking about?” I ask looking at him as he looks around and comes back to me “My guy told me that he saw Langa rushed out of here at 2 A.m.”

“So you are stalking me?”

He looks at me now a little bit calm “It is not stalking.”

I fold my arms and lift up my eyebrow “Oh really.” He sighs “I am just watching over you, so back to my question.”

“I’m okay Thobane, I just had a talk with Langa and well we had a heart to heart.” He looks at me, expecting me to continue. “We broke up.”

He comes closer and gives me that damn weakling smile that makes my knees go weak “Is it because of me.” I step back “Partly, yes.”

“Partly?” He asked as he took another step closer “Well you made me realise a few things, so yes partly.” I say taking another step back. He comes closer and now my back is on the wall and he is closer, too close. “I love you Khanyisile.” He says brushing my face.

I take a deep breath as his hand touches my skin and look him dead on the eyes even though it is the most difficult thing that I have to do “I never believed in love at first sight but when I saw you…” He looks at my lips and now dear lord all I want is for him to kiss me, to do what he wants and how he wants it “But you,” He doesn’t continue, he grabs me as if I am the air that he breaths and kisses me.

He kicks the door close and picks me up, he places me down on the couch and continues to kiss me, when his hands starts to wonder I sit up straight, He stops and looks at me “Or we can chill.” He said now sitting on the couch and flipped through channels.

I looked at him as he foused on the series that is now planning, how he looks when he is not all seriously, or trying to act funny, at this moment he looks so peaceful, so relaxed. I stand and go take out a beer and poured myself a juice, I gave him and tried to relax next to him.

A part of me was glad, it was glad that he was here and that even though I barely slept I realised that I actually wanted him here with me.

He held me in his arms in return I wrapped my hands around his waist and laid my head on his hard chest and closed myself and before I know it I drifted off .