Declined calls. No hard feelings. Food’s getting cold with each second ticking by. Did she not love me anymore? Why with she choose to hangout with ‘my friends’ over staying home and having supper with our two children. My excuses to the sentence ” why isn’t Milla (mummy) home yet’ is getting old. What am I supposed to tell them? That their mother would rather spend time out than would us? She was becoming a slob by the day, and my love for her was fading with very second ticking by.

The clock struck 12 and in stumbled a very drunk Kim. She was grinning like an idiot, and had to hold the wall for support. She walked towards me, and when she reached her destination she started kissing me harshly. I was too tired to stop her, but when she started calling out someone’s name identifying it as my friend’s name, I got her off me. She looked at me confused, as to say why are you walking off in the middle of kissing. I just glared at her and went upstairs, leaving everything as it was.

I slept in the guest room, because I could not bare to sleep next to my drunken wife. Especially knowing how clingy she could be when she’s drunk. Most of the time I just go with it, but today things are different. I switched off the table lamp, and fell asleep.

(start of dream)

I was taking in the darkness, before it turned to light. I was in a place with beautiful green grass, and what seems to be a looking glass. I looked into it, and saw my own reflection at first. But, the glass acting as a mirror, started to swirl and there in another demension was this beautiful women. I thought she was my wife at first, but she had flawless black and mint green hair. She stretched her arm out, as if asking for me to grab it. I took it into my own, and she pulled me into her world. There was a picnic set up for two on a fluffy cloud. After the picnic, we started dancing gracefully. Although soon after, the beautiful blue skies turned to red. Her faced showed an expression of fear. I didn’t know why, but she was telling me to wake up.

(end of dream)

I opened my eyes, only to find myself in the real world again. I sighed thinking about how much I would rather in my dreamland, with that beautiful women. I tried to picture her face, but it was not in sight. I glanced over to clock, I had to go into work today. I got ready, grabbed my keys and I was off. I dropped and kissed my kids goodbye at school. Than I was on my way to work. I would be a little late today, but I’m sure my boss would understand.