Keneilwe’s side
Awwwww! She’s asking me to be her girl! My heart flutters at her words.
But what about her girlfriends? I can’t share her.
“If you have to have me, then I must be your only one. I want you too”
“Then be mine. You won’t even feel the void.” She insists.
“That’s not true and you know it.” I shrug
****
I’m home alone, and I’m ashamed to say, I came back with Zekhethelo.
I watch her, as she is staring at the ceiling. She’s a good kisser, she’s even greater in bed! She’s everything I ever wanted. I can’t remember when I came six times back to back.
I also can’t believe that I let her bed me, without any assurance regarding her health. She has many girlfriends. I’ve been so careless.
“What are you thinking about?” I ask her
“Why can’t we just be together?” She asks back
I shrug and push the duvet back. I start dressing. She stands up too and puts on her clothes.
As I watch her walk out, I know this is the last time I’ll ever see her.
It’s all over, I won’t be her 4th option.