The next morning we were packed up and ready to go. I healed up within a few hours after giving birth so I was okay with walking normally.
If we were in the city with human’s, they would know that something is wrong with me. No female could heal up so fast after giving birth to a baby.
Nathan and the guys were starting to pack our bags into the car and I put Ky in her car seat. I honestly never thought that we would get her so early.
I also thought that we would have her when we were at home, but clearly someone wanted to make a grand entrance.
As I’m walking through the pack house, memories started replaying in my head of a 5 year old me. Silent tears rolled down my cheek every time I saw images flooding my mind when I got kicked ,beaten and slapped.
Someone’s hand touched my shoulder, I turn around and saw Nathan who then gave my shoulder a soft squeeze.
“You okay? I can feel your pain through our mate bond”
I put Ky on the floor and hugged him. I let the tears fall, something I haven’t done in years. Throughout the years I tried to keep myself strong, but today, I let all my emotions out.
“I was just *sniff* thinking about the time that *sniff* I was sexually, verbally and physically abused *sniff* I didn’t realise how hard I was trying to hide my pain”
I could feel his anger, and I instantly rub his back to calm him down before he goes on a rampage and destroys the pack house.
“Its okay my love, I understand. Just let it all out and let’s go. Leave your past behind, let’s focus on the future. We have a baby now, let’s live our best life”
He smiles at me and I immediately smiled back. I even felt a whole lot better. They say crying helps you to heal, and it really helps.
I wipe my tears and head to the bathroom to wash my face. I come back out and see Nathan carrying the baby seat. We head down the stairs and see everyone waiting in the living room.
They all bow down as I walked past them. Yeah, like they should be doing.
Just before I head out the door I hear Isaiah call out my name. I look at Nathan and he just nods at me.
“Speak to him, it helps to let go of your past. Tell him what’s on your mind. I’ll wait for you in the car” He says through the mate bond.
I nod and turn to see Isaiah standing a good distance from me. I never took in his appearance when I got here, but I did now and he looks way different.
When I was still in the pack, he was buff, good looking and he was very popular. Now it seems that he is none of that anymore. He looks dull, tired and weak. He has eyebags underneath his eyes like he hasn’t slept in days or weeks.
“Hey I just wanted to tell something before you leave. I know that I will never see you again”
He stops looking at me and looks to the ground.
“I’m so sorry for what I did to you. I swear that mom and dad made me do it, all I ever wanted was for people to like me and think I’m cool. I just wanted to have friends because I’ve been lonely all my life. Mom and dad forced me to do what I did to you, even if I hated it. When I heard they also raped you multiple times, I got mad”
He paused shortly before continuing.
“When you ran away, I was happy that you could escape from this hell hole, but I was also afraid that something may have happened to you. But I see now that you’re okay, I don’t need to worry about your safety at all. Since you left people have been picking on me for admitting that I was wrong to physically abuse you like that. Most of the pack members hate me now, Anastasia only used me to get power and money. I took my mark away from her and rejected her because I can’t shift into my wolf. My wolf disappeared for the last two years ever since I marked and mated with her.”
At this point I was crying, it broke my heart that my brother was now the pack’s punching bag.
” When I met my mate, I thought everyone was happy for me, until I heard what they thought of doing to her. Obviously she couldn’t hear what they were saying because she’s not in the pack. She also rejected me, so basically I’m back at where I was in the beginning. I’m alone little sis, I have no one. Now I know how you felt”
When he had met his mate I really thought everyone was happy for him. They were happy because there was now two people they could beat up.
He started crying as he fell down on his knees.
“I’m sorry, please forgive m–“
I ran over to him and pulled him in for a hug. I know how he feels, I know how it feels to be alone like that and have no one to depend on.
“Join me”
He looks up at me with shock.
“Join you, where”
“Come home with me. Join my pack”
He smiles but then it fades.
“My mate doesn’t want me”
“Why doesn’t she want you?”
“Because of what I did to you”
I felt a pain in my chest. To be rejected by your mate is like being stabbed a million times with needles.
“Don’t worry about Caitlyn, I will speak to her. Go get you stuff, I’m waiting for you”
He nods excitedly and goes to pack his stuff.
I walk over to the car and see Caitlyn sitting in the back. She looks heartbroken and sad, I could tell that she still wants him and she doesn’t wanna leave.
It turns out Johnny was also rejected by Anastacia, which I’m not totally surprised by. After a few minutes Isaiah comes out and walks towards me with bags in his hand. Followed by a very angry Luna and Alpha.
“I said that you are not going anywhere Isaiah…. get your ass back to the house right now”
Oh hell no. That is no way to talk to him like that. I pushed Isaiah behind me.
“You do not talk to my brother like that. Do you understand me?”
Max laughs at me while Mia shakes her head in disbelief.
“What makes you think that you could talk to us like you own us? This whole ‘ you’re the queen of the wolf’s’ is just a cover up to make you look cool. I don’t buy that shitty story of yours.”
When he said that a lighting strikes him and he falls to the ground…dead.
Mia looked at me with fear while my pack had shocked looks on the faces. At this point the rest of Mia’s pack came out.
“Baby… how did you do that?”
I looked at Nathan with a confused look.
“Do what? What’d I do?”
“The lighting strike, your eyes turned white”
That’s when it hit me, I’m becoming queen soon. That also means that I’m getting more powers, and boy am I powerful.
It’s funny how the ones that hurt you the most, need you at the end.
Tell me, do you want another story in Kylie’s POV?
Fact: I had a sister who died at 2 months after she was born. Her name was Kylie. I never got to know my baby sister, and the only picture that I have of her is when she was in hospital with pipes in her arms. I added her name in the story because she means so much to me. I hope you enjoyed this.
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