REBELLIOUS, disobidient, rude,ungrateful and bastard- child. Those are all my names and I’ve made peace with them except for just one – bastard child. I mean it’s my stepmom who calls me that however I think she should be calling my mom a bastard mother. She’s the one who betrayed her by having an affair with her husband, whilst they were friends . Why does it really have to be so? -parents do mistakes and kids suffers. To be honest the word “bastard” stings and it sounds cruel, it’s not that I don’t like it but I HATE it. I prefer “illigimate” that one sounds polite and fine.

I’m just thirteen but I feel like I’m twice older. I’ve seen a lot in life and experienced a lot too.