I couldn’t sleep a wink thinking about Kevin. I went downstairs to make coffee in the kitchen. How was I going to face him now. This one now complicated. I swear I wanted to stop myself but he was just too got and kind to me. We made love in the office. We had no shame in the world to be get intimate in the workplace . That was unprofessional . I know. I didn’t had any regrets at all. The same man who is my boss and is always rude to me was so good to me last night. No. Office romance was just not it My self respect was my great wealth what of I owe my job?

* Hi. I really enjoyed your company last night. Looking forward to seeing you after work*

That was he text . Unbelievable! He still wanted this to go on . He have a girlfriend for heaven’s sake! I know . However, my feelings for him were undeniable. What about them then. Do I tell him about this I feel about him or just keep it to myself and keep my job? What do I do? Almighty, so much trouble. Imwas indeed!in a dilemma.

The next day it a normal working day. We didn’t even talk about what happened again . We carried on like nothing happened at all. But my heart…. My heart was beating nso fast everytime I was around him. It was as if it was going to leave my body. I guess the moment mwhcj I treasured and found beautiful with him meant nothing to him. After all he had a girlfriend and was going to get married soon.

So after work I met him in his car. We did the same old thing and he sent me home. We were both quiet on the way. He didn’t anything either. I invited him in for coffee and he agreed without making not difficult for me. We have a really good conversation over a coffee and he was more opened to things. I didn’t know that he was a chatterbox! I listened to him talking about his favourite things. Him laughing and giggles and it was cute to watch. However I wanted to ask about the lady . I was crucial for me to know.

” I saw you with that lady the other day. That lady who was in that picture with you.” I managed to ask after mastering a lot of courage. I wanted to know where I stand with him. His face changed and all that smile disappeared.

” I don’t want to talk about her”

” Please” I begged and leaned to him for support.

” She’s my ex girlfriend. We broke up five years ago and she just showed up after such a long time.”

” Why did you guys broke up. She said you two will get married soon. Is that true?”

” She found a better partner than me. No. It’s not true.”

” If it not, why did she come back?”

“I do not know!”

He got angry. I noticed that his eyes had tears . I saw pain in his eyes. There was surely something he wasn’t telling me. I hugged him and he hugged me back like his life depends on it. I felt a tear on my shoulder. Oh my gosh he was crying.

” Kevin”

He didn’t responded mid just hugged me .

” Kevin. You can tell me.” I assured him.

It was good that he finally opened up and told me everything. I couldn’t believe that someone would break a heart of such a wonderful person like Kevin. I envied him at times. He was just hella gorgeous . She was such a fool.