We grow….You know…wherever there was genuine connection, the love remains pure. He had tremendous respect for me and I respected him . It was Beautiful

I relocated, but we still talked on the phone after a while…wished him a happy birthday here and there. I’d come home and he’d show up to say hi…( oh gosh my excitement everytime I’d see him) and he’d walk me to the taxis everytime I go back… oh then say ( I miss you …after I’ve left)

Then I saw him….like never(sad) we became very distant. Until this one time I was home and he surprised me….. I was soooo happy to see him ( it was 2 months after my lobola negotiations)…. he ddnt know i was to be married and I only saw him for like 5min so we ddnt get to talk.. see

That 5min between us…oh sparks flew with glitter. He couldn’t stop thinking about me…and I couldn’t stop either ….but I was now with another man. ( yep.. Chest pains)…..he then told me he loved Me…I told him I loved him too….

But I had to spill the beans about my engagement now so I told him…..

I remember he Almost went crazy…. but we still couldn’t let go. Our connection was sacred But here I was…I wasn’t the same girl he met at school & through the heartbreaks of life I dnt know how to LOVE RIGHT anymore

So I drained him. He settled for a woman who already had a man. While he was seeing nobody. I loved how he loved me.. but I dnt give it back oh no I ddnt … I disconnected from our bond while he poured in all of himself unto me. I changed how he looked at himself. I changed how he looked at LOVE