On 25 November we went town together,after my paper at school.we were talking about movies then I suddenly said” I am ready” but I was nervous
” Ready for what?” he replied surprised
” Ok,I am ready to have sex with you” I replied
” Oh wait, don’t rush and we don’t have to do that now “
” Why ,is it because you have someone else” I asked disappointed
” Nope, because you deserve all the wait I don’t mind doing that for you” he said softly holding my hand,I didn’t understand why but I told myself that I will convince him ..
We took a taxi back home . He was so quiet all the way that I could tell that something was wrong.
“Big head,your mood suddenly changed after i told you that I want you to be my first”I asked him looking straight into his eyes
“No ,I really want to grant your wish but let’s talk about this some other time “.he replied .I could see that he’s trying to avoid that.
” Ok,so tomorrow I am writing my last paper ,and we are having pensdown party in some lodge so you know I don’t attend such events ,I will spend my night with you” I said in a happy mood”
” But babe …. anyway it fine” he replied but I can see through with that he’s not happy like I am.But I didn’t wanna ask him many questions.
We parted ways ,I went home I found my mom cooking ” where were you?you know I wanted to ask if you have everything for tomorrow night”she said while chopping onions.
” Yes ,so mom what happened to you because you are one of the strict parents why allow me sleep out?” I asked her with curiosity.
She smiled back” because you my daughter u need your freedom you managed to hold yourself till now I am proud of you,and this is the least I could do for you” .I hugged her
” You know mom,you are the best” i said.I totally forgot about the scent of the guy because he was hugging the same shoulder mom hugged .
” And then what with the perfume on you clothes” she asked me.
“Ohh that,it’s…it’s …it’s my friend’s new perfume she likes using man’s perfume a lot” I answered ,then walked away.My mom was surprised because she knew none of my friends uses such things.
The next day , went to school wrote my last paper then come home to prepare for the trip .I khew I am not going there but I acted like am .I took out my phone before leaving my house to confirm with my boyfriend .He was living with his granny and uncle they both know me as his girlfriend but I didn’t wanna go there and find them.
I called him” hey baby I didn’t talk to you today so are still on?”I asked him .
” Ohh yes ,but Grandma will be home this later I hope you don’t mind?”he replied.
” Of course not,just wanna be with you only”
” Ok,then I will fetch you” he replied .
His house was about 49 kilometres away but we enjoyed walking instead of using Uber.Didn’ t know that he was busy decorating his room for me but everything was perfect..
We arrived ,we cook together , bathed together then we watched some romance movies.My head was on his lap every moment was amazing until we started kissing.
He was so out of control with feelings and I didn’t know what was happening with me either.We undressed each other then I whispered in his ears” please be gentle it’s gonna be my first time ” he suddenly stopped picked up his clothes then ran away.
” What’s wrong,I to…..” He was gone before I could even talk to him .I just covered myself with blanket then slept .
Late at night around 10 am I could hear his foot step in the room ,he picked a pillow and blanket then left but I was already awake before he passed the door ” so you won’t be sleeping with me again after running like a mad person” I asked him softly.
” I am sorry if I woke you up,babe breaking someone’s virginity isn’t easy as you think and I don’t think that you are ready” he replied while coming back to me.
” But I said I am ready,trust me”
” I know but I feel like you are saying that for my sake, it’s a long process ” replied to me.
” Baby please ,if not you then who?I am ready and I mean it “I replied while grabbing his back..
” Ok,I will try not to think too much about it then” he said,
We started kissing again,he grabbed me then one thing let to another.I was screaming like hell.