Many people wonder why I don’t socialize, they don’t understand the hate I have for crowdy places. They just don’t understand how I get when I’m around people I don’t know, how I wish I could run away and hide in a dark place. I hate how they want to become my friends while knowing I’m a line wolf.

No matter how others try to make me loosen around them, they can never take whom I am away. When I’m around people I get lost iny own world where I’m alone and noone is around me. I end up listening to music and reading novels cause whatever they’re talking about doesn’t matter to me.

Being an introverted specie requires Alot. I’m a rare specie that noone understands in this world. I’ve been neglected my whole life so when someone tries to express love and show that they care I build a wall that noome can break. I’ve been through hell but I keep bouncing even when I drown in darkness

My heart is clouded with darkness, so allowing someone neare is not.an option. I’ve been judged, insulted and I’ve experienced hatred, there’s nothing that can make me happy. I used to believe that everything going through every teen experience it not knowing I’m the only one.

Through my darkest days I just disappear from the surface of the earth. Many tried to help me but they failed as I’m already drowned. How can they try as I gave up on prayer, as I gave up on God. Why should I care as God showed me no mercy. Through the years I locked my heart and soul.

I never care when others try to loosen me up l, how can I wheny soul is lost. I care about only one person in this world, someone whom I think that when everyone neglects me she will always be there for me. She’s the only one I can smile wholeheartedly with, someone I can just look at and smile.