Clouds covered the sky. The scandal hits, I saw myself falling on Violetta’s body I wept and cried over her. I quickly felt my hands already ready wring Thabo ‘s neck, Pinky stopped me.

Thabo, Pinky and I quickly packed our bags and headed to our home. I got out of the car, my face was in a discerning state, weighed with emotions. The rain started to drizzle, I reached back home. My mind completely not thinking. I Opened the big door, finally home sweet home. I waltzed and I went upstairs. I went to my room and locked the door. It was Saturday night 7:47 when I reached home. Tears ran down my face, how, what happened to me, what really happened.

Sunday

“Reality let me down, prove me wrong, it was all a nightmare , let me down reality, disappoint me, she is not dead, let me down slowly” .

I woke up to a mass headline, “High School president found dead at a lodge” . I swiped through the screen of my phone, Reality why not disappoint me this time. Violetta’s parents wept and wept. My first love died in front of me. I locked myself in my room the whole day. I could hear my parents knock and knock. I did not even have an appetite for food. I witnessed murder with my own eyes.

That night I received a call from Thabo, threats started to fly around, “if you say a word, me and pinky will gang up on you, we will say you killed her, besides your fingerprints are all over the vase, the are all over her body so you have nothing against me” Then he hanged up. The awe in my face was priceless, my fingerprints are all over Violetta’s body.

I did not want to sleep, it was late at night, I was an introvert, but I did not take kindly to fear. I got into my father’s car I drove out, I went to Thabo’s place, I rang the doorbell multiple times, again and again, I heard not answer, I went to Pinky’s house, just when I passed the park, I saw Pinky and Thabo kissing. I got out of the car, I stepped and stepped closer to them, my heart was in rage, what was I going to do to them. My heart, My brains pounded.

I dramatically clapped my hands, I interrupted their intimate moment. “what have I ever done to you, what have I ever, why do you hate me, it hurts, hurts so good I can’t describe it. You found a way to tear up my heart”. The answer to my statement changed me. They told me I don’t deserve her, they told me I’m not enough, they told me I can’t love, they told me I don’t deserve her. Pinky agrees that it was part of their plan for her to Kiss me and provoke Violetta, she admitt’s that she planted the knife so that Violetta can ragefully take it.

That is why I became a murder, I was in grade 12, I could have left the life of sin, I could have become the better, I got into my father’s car, as they watched me with grinning faces. I crashed my father’s car with Pinky. Thabo quickly moved from the scene, I murdered someone, I’m a murder. I couldn’t take it any more.

What happened to Thabo?