Does love really live..? I never find love and that makes people to laugh at me. I had 3 friends that I love the most but now we ain’t talking cause they found love n I haven’t found one.

My first friend is 20 years old has a caring boyfriend and they stay 2gether , have 2kids one gal who is 3yrs n a boy who is 2months old I sometimes wish we could exchange I don’t know how love feels like I just know how it is to be loved for like few minutes. My friend has been in love for 3 yrs n 5mnths n I have never celebrated anniversary or my birthday with anyone but that the story for another day.