Melokuhle



I need him to go, and leave me alone. Having him so close around me, makes me not be able to think properly.

It’s pathetic how I spent two months away from him and just having a sniff of him makes me want to be in his arms, how is that possible?

This man has hurt me so deeply, and his smooth tongue makes me want to forget all about the past because I miss him that much.

He leans closer that I can feel his breath on my nose, butterflies flow right off their cage and went wild on my stomach, I could almost feel his lips on mine and the crazy part is that I wanted him to kiss me.

Stupid, stupid heart,how can you betray me now.

He smiles as if he can see the tug of war I am having inside of my me, it is me vs my weak and stupid heart that lacks a backbones, he walks out of the room. When the door clicked shut, air flows freely on my lungs.

“Ahhhh.” I groaned as I laid my head on the headboard, Melusi has got to be a sorcerer of some sort, how can having him near me makes me forget about everything and just want to be with him.

I looked around the room and let out chuckle, I don’t know how I didn’t recognise this room before, this is the very same room I have been in, the first time around.

It’s crazy how fast time can go and how silly the universe is, now I am back here again in this room except now, I am not scared.

I look up “What are you playing at?” I asked referencing to God.

A part of me is happy that I am with Melusi after all I have missed him so bad that at times it was hard for me to breath.

But another part of me is mad at me for how stupid my heart is for fluttering at Melusi’s easy words, that roll off his tongue like butter.