Even though I have been here a dozen times before it now felt different since I fully gave myself to Ayabonga.

I got out from the bed and went to the kitchen and true to his words there was indeed breakfast on the table

I quickly went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth and after went into the kitchen to have my breakfast. I took out my phone and went to my Gmail despite for the email telling that I got the waitressing job, it wasnt much but at least it was something.

even though I had passed with amazing grades and I really hoped that by now I would be hired as counsellor but here I was job hunting.

My mind traced to yesterdays events, even though I told myself that I would no longer go down that route anymore it still hurt having him reject me like that, my heart still ached a little bit but then I thought about Ayabonga and a smile broke into my face, I liked how he was gentle with me and cares about me.

I stood up and went into the window he had a nice view one I’m sure caused every penny but it was worth it.

I smiled realising that this could be the life I’m living with him, a life that is secured and full of safety.

I went into the shower and quickly showered and went out, I got inside my taxi and told the driver where I was going.

My flat came into view in just a couple of minutes, it was not as grand as Ayabonga’s apartment but it was still my home.

The building was old and did not look just as great, I got out of the taxi and got inside the elevator.

I got off and went inside my flat, I looked at the familiarity of my flat and sighed, it was not decorated as much, it had all the mismatched furniture which described me to a tee.

I threw myself on the bed and closed my eyes and took a deep breath as I tried to push Melusi out of my mind.