Nombuso

I felt guilty when I walked inside the apartment “Hey.” Aya said when I closed the door “I knocked off early today since you were off.” I walked up to him and gave him a hug ” Oh yeah?” I asked when I tried to pull away from the hug, he held my hand “Wait.” he said as he pulled me to him, my heart pounded on my chest as he closely watched me “You didn’t kiss me.” I gave out a sigh when I kissed him on the lips.

“So where were you?” I placed my bag on the couch and kicked off my shoes “Oh I was just out for some fresh air and I just needed time to think.”

Even though I felt so guilty about going out and meeting up with Mpilo I found myself enjoying being with him, it felt like he has never left. It felt good to talk things out, here his side of the story and just talk like two grown adults. Even though I shouldn’t have I found myself agreeing to do another meet up as friends.

I hated what I was doing, busy going behind Ayabonga’s back but I was not doing anything wrong. it was not like I was planning to get back together or anything like that with Mpilo. We were just catching up but why was I feeling so guilty if all I was doing was just hang out.