Mpilo

It was hard for me to accept that she wanted nothing to do with me, even though I was the one to tell her that she must move on. But I never thought that she would actually move on, I thought for some stupid reason she would wait up for me until I got out of jail at least that’s was what I wanted.

There is no one that I want besides her, and now I had managed to push her away just like that and in just 4 weeks she has managed to find her own happiness or maybe a boyfriend.

It just bothered me how she could easily move on just like that, it was now 7:30 p.m and she had just closed down the restaurant, I stayed hidden behind the bushes as I watched her and gosh she looked so beautiful, she waited near the door as she looked down the road and short after a car pulled up and left.

My heart dropped to the floor as I watched the car disappeared down the road, I could not believe it. She has managed to a partner, I kicked myself for pushing her away from me and now I have lost her forever.

I got into the cab and all the way from I wondered how I was going to prove it to her that I still loved her.