After finishing my grade 12 , I took a gap year because I didn’t get space at Universities. It’s okay but this was the worst year of my life.
My own sister I mean my one and only bloodsister abandoned me. She told me that I must go home (Limpopo) to live with my grandma until I get space at University. I’ve never liked the idea of coming back home because it reminds me bad memories . And when I remember those memories I get more angry and the part of doing everything alone like a slave.
I felt lost and helpless . No-one was helping me with buying cosmetics or anything. So my grandmother blackmailed me emotionally that if I come home she’ll buy me those things.
How would you feel?
Yes I went home because I didn’t have a choice and guess what.. everyone went to Gauteng and I’m left all alone here . It’s been 3 months now it’s okay.
And when I’m alone I over think alot . I just can’t wait to go to school and do my career . After that I will play far way from them maybe I will find happiness.