dear diary

We’re minutes away from my new school I’m SUPER duper nervous

*beep* *beep* *beep*

“there we are, don’t be nervous sweetheart it’ll be great!” Mom says assuring me I’ll be alright

“You’re right,thanks mom!” I say as I get out of the car.

As I’m walking into school I can feel the eyes on me I feel so nervous,so scared and so so unwanted like I’m in a different country you know.

“Hi I’m Leah!” I hear a soft warm voice say as I turn around.

“Oh hi I’m Emilee Li.” I say as quiet as possible

she smiles not just a normal smile,it was a soft,warm and welcoming smile the she just hugs me out of nowhere.

“I know you’re probably scared right now but everything will be alright I promise.” And just as Leah says that Two boys show up.

“Eww get a room!” Says a boy

“Please just go away Asher,you and Ryan are always ruining everything!” She says as she breaks the hug that we shared.

“You’re making us sound like bad people , Leah” Asher says pretending he’s hurt.

“Stop it Ash let’s just go before they tell their daddies” says the boy supposed to be Ryan.

“Do not speak about our dads.” Leah says calmly but I can feel she’s angry.

“Or what,cause your little pretty friend over here seems to be alright with it,mhm?” Says Ryan referring to me.

“No I’m not alright with it asshole,my mom just taught me how to deal with dicks like you so I think it’s best if you stop talking about my fucking dad because he’s fucking dead,understood mhm?” I say

“We should go Ryan,I think we did enough damage.” Asher says as he looks at Leah and I.

Just then the bell rings and Leah takes my hand and we walk to class.

“What’s your first class?” She asks as we walk away from the boys who are still standing by the lockers.

“Don’t cry,Emilee you’re too pretty to be crying.” She smiles and we carry on walking.

“I have English first then French then math and then lunch.”

“We got all the same classes then oh this is going to be super exciting!” She says as we rush over to English.