Heyi Phila what do u think would be the best suitable course for me to go pure maths and IT or physics and architecture : i asked curiously

In my perspective judging from knowing you I think pure maths and IT coz you really know your numbers : he responded 

Uhmmm I don’t know coz I really like drawing and scetching : i sighed 

( before Phila could even respond ndumiso got a message from syamthanda )


hey babe looks look my parents r out on vacation wanna come over …


sure no prob see u 2nyt : said ndumiso
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( Ndumiso finally arrived at syamthanda’s
And knocked on the door “knock knock ” 

syamthanda open the door crying ) 
What’s wrong my love : said ndumiso comforting syamthanda in his arms 

( syamthanda continues for a while then when she stopped crying there was a moment of then she finally said ….
On the way of my parents going to vacation they were involved in a car accident : she said when the was no more water in her body for her to cry
I’m so sorry I didn’t know : i said as I held her tightly in my arms 
( He carried her to her bedroom becoz she blacked out while in his arms , when his finished putting her on the bed and made that she’s comfortable he sees a larger stack of money on her dressing table , when he counted it …it was R50 000 he was shocked becoz hes never held so much money , he wonders if she’s already counted it then she wakes up and tells him that it’s for the house but he can take a little …. Well in his mind a little is R9000 so he takes it and got out of the house as he’s walking back home he stumbles on kwanele the Kasi Tsotsi …)
Hey gqosh wena iziphi : said kwanele 
Ayi angizi khulumi inombolo : i responded 
( then he looks at my pocket a sees that it looks like it’s going to explode , he immediately takes out a knife a held my arm and brought me closer taking out all the money in my pocket when I tried to fight back he stabbed me in the chest I fell down automatically than he ran away I couldn’t even see the direction were ran I just cried alot then picked myself and ran home my mom was alseep so I took some bandages , alcohol and some pain killers … I quickly checked myself and I fell asleep on the couch )

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( To my surprise I woke up and I light was shining on my eyes then I realised I was in the hospital first I said to myself how I remember going home and sleeping on the couch , when I turned my head to the left I saw my mom crying and she said don’t worry it’s going to be okay …. Then a very young and beautiful doctor came inside and said your finally awake with a smile , I don’t understand how did I get it her I remember going home then my mom said as she woke up to go get ready for work she blood on the table and tissues filled with blood in the bin then saw my chest and that I was hurt badly so she rushed me to the hospital …. Then I remembered that I was suppose to be in school today we were being assigned in our classes judging on our marks ) 
Mom I need to go to school now!!! : i said as I was getting out the bed 

( The nurse held my hand and stopped me I automatically stopped she didn’t even need to force me her hands were so soft and warm she didn’t need to even force me to stay then she said don’t worry you can go to school tomorrow we just need a few check ups okay , everything in my mind was saying yes yes yes!!! ) 

when my mom went home I didn’t waste anything I asked the doctor her name she said her name is Mbali …
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( It’s the next morning and I got prepared to go to school and u was so nervous if I got in 11A , as I’m walking I go to phila’s house and walk with him to school ….
When we get to school to school I asked Phila if he got into 11A and he shook he’s head looking down in disappointment that he did not …Phila was as smart as me I got so worried how he didn’t get in then I started doubting myself )
I get in the office and asked the receptionist my class no … He said room 45 and then I went down stairs and searched for the class…. To my surprise it was 11A as I walked in I saw Phila sitting in the back reading a book , so shocked to see I ran to him…
I thought you said that you didn’t get in : i said with a smirk on my face
i didn’t wanna make you feel bad if you didn’t get in : he responded 

And I won’t lie I was happy to see him …

Then Mr Sithole came in ….

ATTENTION!!! TODAY IS THE START OF YOU PAVING YOUR WAY TO SUCCESS BUT LET ME WARN YOU ITS NOT GOING TO BE EASY AS YOUR’LL KNOW SUCCESS COMES WITH HARD WORK

( Then they learn maths for half an hour and then it was break time …

As usual me and Phila go to our same spot and we’re hungry as …. So we go around asking people for some and we managed to make R50 but clearly I have a dark cloud around me or something becoz I stumble upon kwanele again so I try to hide and doesn’t see me but then Phila asked me why am I hiding then kwanele saw me and ran away for some reason , I got angry at Phila and started arguing then said some things we didn’t mean but cut deep so we parted ways )

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( at home time I saw Phila and shouted his name but when he turned back he was busy crossing the road and got hit by a car , I saw my whole world crumble right in front of me I ran to him holding him in my arms blood everywhere no one thought of calling the ambulance and before he died his last words were : I’m sorry for diehard , I cried and screamed my lungs out my whole world turn sour and the driver didn’t even stop the car he just kept going that anger that’s been locked up in me my whole life was finally out ….