Monday

Hi Diary today was a total a mess. I don’t even know how to explain it, well let me start like this. I went to the shop to buy some eggs, and this guy, this short guy just passes by me and accidentally we bump heads. And I shout at this guy, he asks for forgiveness and I hesitate and say ” What an ass, you are” and he says ” I’m sorry, and ok I’m an ass but can I ask for the time?” I give him my phone. Instead of watching the time he puts in his number and sends himself a call back. I almost kicked him in his nuts.

On my way home his voice plays all over again in my mind, that flirty, comforting, loving voice plays over and over again. I get chased by dogs and the eggs fly all over the place and land on the road, and on my head the embarrassment I went through.

I just ran home to find my parents fighting, clothes flying everywhere and glass all over the floor and blood in my mom’s hand and tears running down her face. I stopped the fight and ran to my room, after a while I hear my mom knocking on my door saying we must move. At that very moment as I was opening the door, it felt like something was pushing me. And I fell to the ground.

And I wake up all wet and on the bed. Besides the bed a doctor stood and was checking my temperature, as of self-defence I slapped him thinking he was to rape me. And I wanted to stand but instead I fell and didn’t quite feel my legs. I thought I would never be able to stand ever again. But I was told that this was caused by trauma or something and that I have to stay in bed for about two days.