When he takes me back home he stands at the gate so I also stand there and look at him, I may not want a relationship just as yet but I still want to see more of Senzo.

“Can you join me for dinner later, it just that I like it when I have someone to eat with.”

He stuff one hand in his pocket while the other holds the plastic.

“What time?”

“Seven.” He nods “Now get back inside.”

It was more of an instruction but I obey and walk inside, he stands there at the gate until I disappear inside the building.

I can’t help smiling as I sit down, when last did someone take me out for breakfast and make me feel special and not in a dramatic way.

For the first time in years I felt something warm on the inside whenever I would think about Senzo. I don’t know what to call the feeling that makes me explode like fire crackers each time he looks at me with his piercing eyes but I like this feeling.

I went to the kitchen and took out stewing beef leaving it ontop of the sink to defrost. Today I am going to cook something watering after all he hardly ever eat any home cooked meal so today I am not making anything simple.