It’s not easy watching the people I love die for something I did to them not even knowing what I was putting myself in to.

We all know that when you need something you have to get it. Today was aunt Mary’s funeral she had died of high blood pressure at list that’s what people told themselves but I knew better to the story.

I watched as my mom cried her lungs out everyone was so hurt I could see it in their eyes so I had to act along with it but truth be told I didn’t know that it would come this far.

I only wished that this was a bad dream but no it wasn’t one of those at all. More and more people kept on coming soon the house was full of crying people some even falling down on their knees how dramatic I thought to myself.