One day Themba’s parents and my parents came to me while I was with Themba,we were sitting on a sofa watching our favourite Indian soapie “unforseen Love” .Themba’s father,”uhmm!!Amahle you need to let him go it is time now ” I didn’t understand I said,”Mr…ohh I mean Father-in-law let go of whom?” “Baby girl Themba is no longer with us”I looked at my hot sauce he was still there but this time he was crying I tried to ask him what was wrong but he kept quiet and went to my room I stood following him but I was asked to sit down first. My mom said to me,”Nunu he died on the night of the accident we buried him few weeks ago while you were still on a coma.I felt like they just took a knife and stabed me right through my heart.

I stood up and said,”Mrs Xulu what are they talking about I was just with now didn’t you see him ?”She said ,”my baby Themba is gone you are the only one who can see him”. My Mom and her started crying I ran to my room and there he was my handsome Fiancé in a whole as I was telling him what I just heared my Mom came in with his funeral programme.I couldn’t believe my eyes.I looked at Themba’s direction his head was bleeding it freaked me out he said to Me,”Angelface I promised you that I will never leave you”,he disappeared .

Nothing made sense I ran to his mother and kneeled in front of her and I asked is Themba was really gone by then I was crying uncontrollably I was hurt sorrow overcame my life it was like someone took my heart and break it with a heavy metal rod it was painful I didn’t know where exactly but it was painful.My Mother gave me the bracelet I gave Themba on his birthday I felt like I was really loosing my mind. I asked them why I wasn’t at the funeral I couldn’t have missed his funeral he was my life,they explained that I was at the hospital for a Month.i cried myself to sleep on my father’s lap.

I woke up later and they were chatting on a cup of tea,”yhoo daddy I just had the most scariest dream of my life.”I said to my Father. “sweety you just slept now it’s been about half an hour” they all looked at me like I’m crazy. “No daddy I was dreaming Themba he was dead I really have to call him”.”That’s because he is my princess”.he said looking straight to my eyes.”daddy don’t joke about such things his parents are here for goodness sake”.

I went to my room trying to get hold him but I couldn’t get through I got very worried.I got on top of my bed and got into a deep sleep then Themba came to me and tried to warn me about some people coming to get me that I need to run.I woke up trying to make sense of the dream some people wearing a uniform came in and caught me .I was sent to a mental hospital as everyone believed that I was crazy just because I refused to live on the world without my Themba ,what they didn’t understand was,he was my life and soon to be my husband I mean we promised each other heaven and earth.i just can’t live without him.

My first night at the hospital Themba came to me and he said ,”Angelface now I have to go and you have to let me go because soon you are supposed to be graduating remember we promised each other that we will graduate and you can’t do that locked down in here I have to rest now my love”,tears rolled down my eyes as I said with a broken soul,” but hot sauce how can I possibly let you go do you want me to die if I let you go how will I live please don’t say that”.tears were now in his face,”I love you baby but I have to go now let me go you know I will love you forever I will always be with you and protect you from above and do one thing for me please move on with your life it is okay I may not be alive but I will always love in your heart”I said ,” honey I will always love you and I will make you proud I am going to graduate and be the best engineering ever”.he left and never came back I cried till I can’t anymore.