You’re so close to me

Often, when I’m close to you I feel

Powerless and empty

You dig out all the negativity I’ve hidden


You are a very close friend

Whenever we reunite

The memories drown me like the ocean

Happiness, I regret the pursuit of you

I’ve endured cuts on my heart for you

I’ve made a joke out of myself

When I came to, i was already driving

I didn’t even check if it was safe

Belonging, I never had you

I forced myself into spaces because of you

No one wants to be associated with me

The only one that loves me is me

No one has ever fooled me like you


I see you sometimes

But you never stick by

I’m so busy in my mind that I don’t have time

To get to know you and lose my smile