Frustration
You’re so close to me
Often, when I’m close to you I feel
Powerless and empty
You dig out all the negativity I’ve hidden
Sadness
You are a very close friend
Whenever we reunite
The memories drown me like the ocean
Happiness, I regret the pursuit of you
I’ve endured cuts on my heart for you
I’ve made a joke out of myself
When I came to, i was already driving
I didn’t even check if it was safe
Belonging, I never had you
I forced myself into spaces because of you
No one wants to be associated with me
The only one that loves me is me
No one has ever fooled me like you
Loneliness
I see you sometimes
But you never stick by
I’m so busy in my mind that I don’t have time
To get to know you and lose my smile