I don’t know what to say, I don’t have the words

Every time I see you with him, it hurts

Knowing he loves you

I wish I had the answers, why things fell apart between us girl

Lovers since you left, yes I’ve had quite a few

None of them hold a candle to you

I’ve tried every damn thing to move on, but each road I take leads me right back to you

Some say I’m sprung, some call me a fool, I think I found a once-in-a-lifetime girl when I found you

Hindsight is always 20/20, I always heard the old timers say

I never understood the meaning until you walked away

Now I can see clearly the errors in the mistakes I’ve made

If I could turn back the clock I wouldn’t think twice, I’d do it right away

But life never plays fair

Over time I’ve come to see, nobody really cares

You live by the choices you made, reality is the end product of hell’s cold stare

Waking up alone in and empty bed without you laying there

My knees have grown weak, my voice has lost its sweet tone

Heaven shuts down when I mention that without you here I feel twice alone

I can’t stay high anymore just to maintain until I’m somehow over you,  
My body has grown fragile and old

I ain’t that young thug that you once used to know

I’ve slowly lost my spark, that inspiration I once had to write words lost in majestic rhyme

Who knew you were the cornerstone of my life, that I tossed assunder like a fool blinded by pride

Heaven only knows what I’ma do without having you in my life

Until now, every day has just been a struggle to survive.