Some nights I have cried
And asked my self why
It all feels like a burn why would I lie
I told them they refused to listen
I cried my eyes out they refused to look
I took other’s problems turned them to my own burden
I wanted to be happy
I was ready to die cause I felt sloppy
My path got slippery
I fell couldn’t get up I gave up a million times my life ahead looked scary
I prayed cried and lied about my well-being
I said I’m sorry to everyone even the ones who wronged me
I told them they wouldn’t heal if they saw what I was seeing
I had to cut myself to kill what I was feeling inside
It was so freaking painful but my mind got darker by a second
I need someone to talk to, not an imaginary friend
I’d trade anything for peace this moment I’d even go blind
I promise you I don’t mind