Why am I such a disappointment?

Firstly I don’t even know if I spelt disappointment correctly.

Why am I such a disappointment?

I fail at school

I fail in my home

I failed my mother

About a thousand times

I failed my brother

I failed everyone

I failed everything

Why am I such a disappointment?

Why am I?

I fail to do simple tasks.

I fail to pass school.

I fail to do chores at home

I fail to even pass one subject

All I know is touching my phone

I’m such a loser

And also a failure

No matter how much I try, it still not enough

Why am I such a disappointment?

I believe God created me for a purpose, but why can’t I do mine or find it?

I’m asking myself one more time

Why am I such a disappointment?