When you thought i wasn’t looking
I was paying attention to emotions
When you thought i deserved to be locked behind bars for something i didn’t do
I looked up and wrap my head with rope
When you thought i wasn’t looking for you
Actually i yearned for your love and affection
When you thought i wasn’t good enough for you to love
I diverted my very best of love elsewhere
When you thought id let him victimized you by rape and torture
I encouraged you to report him to the police
When you thought i was in deep thought and my mind were elsewhere
I was gazing and glancing at your beauty
When you thought i wasn’t seeming the way how cold and hot you treat me
I choose to subdue my feels
When you thought i was okay all the time
Actual i wasn’t okay all the time but i choose to be choose strong for you not to get worried
When you thought i was academically slay
But reality is i was drowning and almost gave up
When i you thought i wasn’t caring for you
Id walk on thorn barefooted for you
When you thought i didn’t hear your via telephonically how loneliness bereaved you must be feeling
I bemoaned the same heartfelt