How I wish I could stop you from leaving.

But I know I can’t stop your heart from leaving too.

I wish I never lied to my heart.

You’re going to stay forever. 

You’re the one for me.

I don’t mean to be selfish or let my heart be!

It hurts without you around.

Now I can’t save my heart from sinking into these sorrows with me. 

Knowing very well that I will never see you again hurts even more.

Blaming me doesn’t help. 

I couldn’t be better for you. 

But my heart still yearns for you. 

It’s still embracing all the good memories we had.

How I wish it could stop nagging me, as I am hurting too. 

How I took the defeat

Even though I still feel the spark for hope

Which makes it harder for me day by day.

But how can I hold on to it?

While I see you happy with another man

How can I even narrate it to my heart for it to settle down? 

And take the defeat, as I already did.