I thought I found the one. My heart yearned after him when he was not here. I placed my whole being in his hands just to be tossed aside. He said he loved me continually but it was all I lie. Everything changed when he broke my trust in him and now nothing is the same.

I feel numb from all the pain. I can not cry anymore. I feel choked up and wanting to scream but I can’t. My heart is made of glass and my mind of stone. I did not know that the heart was so fragile.

I guess trust is like an elastic band. Once broken it can not be fixed again. Where to from here ? What journey do I embark on now?

Do I leave him and build myself again or do I stay where I’m being broken over and over again?

what is love?