I’m the bad guy

The one to point fingers at

The one to blame

While all I do is trying to be honest about my feelings and thoughts about certain actions

Sometimes I wish I could just die or vanish

Because sometimes this hurts the most

Being called a Villian while you’re at a position of a victim hurts

It’s even more painful to see that people who are supposed to be there for you in the darkest times are just stepping far away from you

They are not even trying to understand you in any way,all they want to do it point out questions after questions

Make you feel guilty for speaking up

Now I don’t know what to do

I tried everything, even though I knew whatever that I do would not work but I still had faith 😥

😣Don’t be fooled by my fake smile

Deep down I’m hurting

My heart is broken into zillion pieces

And I have no one to lean on

No shoulder to cry on

No chest to vent on

😓I am just a lonely bird

All I do is fly all alone

Wonder about my tomorrow

That is not promising any good results

🥲All I do is wish