I still hear the voices of 30 years ago

She was calling top ten lists.

I knew if it was not you

It would be me

Else we would share a position.

We were always in the top three

Of the top ten lists.

The day you started smoking.

Is the day I started to feel lonely.

I fought for our positions.

But I felt that the load was overpowering me.

If there is anything I could be given the power to reverse, it could be your smoking.

I am walking the walk of an orphan

But you are still alive.

Your hands were supposed to be helping me

But you can’t live your addiction alone.

We were like twins, although we were not identical

But our actions are like one of twins.