you are your own house
you are your own home
make it comfortable to live
make it suitable to stay
every room consists of colours
some rooms scream bright in colour
some rooms remain toxic and dark
and not ready to be opened yet
I know I’m not ready
like Kevin Campbell I’m not
not ready to open dark rooms
to me it’s still too soon
opening them can lead to wearing
opening them can lead to healing
but still, I’m not ready
rather I postpone my damn healing
healing is rather an event not a process
some days are worse than others
while the pain still runs deep
but it’s too soon to open my wounds.