It beats out of control in my heart
I will wipe away this bad fire it’s art
It is burning my body
Nothing is holy.
What is this bacteria that has grown
Inside infecting all my organs
No frowns this time, only crowns
Has a scarecrow purified itself
There is darkness inside
Where do these extended hands come from
They keep ripping every emotion
I took it back to the past
Everything playing slow motion
Did you ever smile? I wonder
You didn’t. I remember clearly now
Did I need to be stuck in the past to realize that you didn’t
It could have came as a reward if I did.
Now I’m stuck in the future
For I think only happiness for you
I hope she awaited you,
Like I did.
Could this be my destiny?
My heart says “I will let him be happy”
Then my mind says “There’s still a chance.”
It is all because I’m not in my sane sanity.
She won you.
She won you!
Now is not the time to vent my anger.
I don’t even know if it was your eyes that touched me
Or your lips
Or your ambition
Or your humor
Or your personality
I wanted to tell you Touché